| 1991 Chevy Lumina, Bitch! |
[26 Jul 2006|10:20pm] |
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I got my license.
I got a 50 cent raise at work.
I love Bekha.
Life is great.
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| A Weekend of Metal |
[18 Jun 2006|07:41pm] |
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Mastodon - "Joseph Merrick" |
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Friday, June 16th:
Illicit Empire - A decent local "death metal" band. Nothing too great, but not bad for Maine. They reminded me of Lamb of God musically.
Eternal Torment - A better local death metal band. The music was good and the vocals were more growl-ly (is that a word?).
Last Chance To Reason - Although they are not metal, I love these fucking guys. A tech metal/hardcore band made up of greatly talented musicians. Quick signature changes, unorthodox song structures, and assloads of funny samples. They played some new songs that were really good.
Skinless - I have never heard these guys before, and they were fucking great.
Saturday, June 17th: The Unholy Alliance Tour
First up, Thine Eyes Bleed. They were good. Nothing too special, but a good way to start the concert.
Next, Mastodon. They fucking owned. I love this band, and they were fucking amazing. They played "Iron Tusk", "March of the Fire Ants", "Where Strides The Behemoth", and a shitload more, and they ended with "Blood and Thunder". I went in the pit for the last song. It was pretty fun, much better than my first mosh pit experience to Dillenger Escape Plan; I didn't have to worry about hardcore dancing, thank god.
Next, Children of Bodom. I've never really liked these guys, and my opinion didn't change. First off, they had the longest sound check/intermission thing of the whole concert. You couldn't really hear the vocals or the guitar over the drums and Alexi over soloed and was spitting all over the place, and the keyboardist did nothing. Over all, it sucked, and I could have lived without it.
Next, Lamb of God. Say what you will about this band, but this set was the most fun. They played a lot of good songs and had the place going insane. As soon as the set started, pits broke out everywhere and it was impossible to escape. At one point, the whole floor was a circle pit. Also during this set, I managed to get punch in the mouth and cut my lip up a little. Although they weren't one of the best sets, theirs was the most fun.
And last, FUCKIN' SLAYER! These guys owned the night. This was my second time seeing them, and they fucking killed. Swift, Nolan, and I stayed back for this set, so we could actually watch it. They played "South of Heaven", "Silent Scream", "Mandatory Suicide", "Cult", "Seasons in the Abyss", "Dead Skin Mask", "War Ensemble", "Raining Blood", "Hell Awaits", "The Antichrist", "Angel of Death", and a bunch more. It was amazing. Both Jeff and Kerry had their stacks in the shapes of inverted crosses and they had a video screen that would show clips that related to the songs, like Nazi's marching, soliders being killed, things relating to Ed Gein, and shit like that. This band is fucking amazing, and this will not be the last time I see them.
During Mastodon's set, a guy that was standing next to Nolan took out a little baggy and a crack pipe and proceeded to smoke crack standing right there. I thought that was pretty funny.
Also, during Slayer's set, Nolan, Swift, and I were standing in the back, in a semi open area. This one guy, who I'm assuming wasn't sober, began running around us in circles, pushing us, and then he shoved Nolan in the back, punched Swift in the arm, and me in the stomach, my guess was that he wanted to start a pit, but that's besides the point. So after he did that, he was running in his circle around the edge of the area, near a group of skin-head,neo-Nazi looking guys, who saw him harassing us. So one of the guys ran into him, knocked him down, and proceeded to punch him in the face. It looked like he had broken the guys nose and there was blood everywhere. All three of us kind of gave the dude the "Thanks a lot" head nod, and then proceeded to watch Slayer.
This weekend kicked total fucking ass. I got to see my two favorite bands and have an amazing time. This was a great way to start the summer. Now let's hope Gigantour rolls around again.
School is out, Tomorrow is Bekha's birthday, I got a great summer ahead of me, and I got the most amazing girl in the world, and I just saw Slayer and Mastodon. Life is amazing.
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| 6/6/06 |
[06 Jun 2006|11:06pm] |
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I'm 16.
I love Bekha.
I got Slayer's new EP, which is mildly disappointing.
I saw the Omen today. It sucked.
I went out to eat with my mom, my dad, and Bekha.
I love Bekha.
My mom got me a bunch of stuff for my car for my birthday.
Bekha got me "Call of the Mastodon", "Diablous in Musica", "Haunting the Chapel", "Fear and Loathing in America" by Hunter S. Thompson, and "Fear and Loathing: on the Campaign Trail 72" by Hunter S. Thompson.
I'm tired.
I love Bekha.
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[16 May 2006|06:46pm] |
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Nasum - "Tools of the Trade" |
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Life is amazing.
Bekha is the greatest thing to ever happen to me.
I have a job.
I have a car.
I send in for my license in June.
My birthday is coming up.
I get to see Slayer in June.
School is almost over.
Slayer is releasing a new EP and CD soon.
What else could you ask for?
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| This Is Love. |
[26 Mar 2006|08:44pm] |
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Today was the most amazing day of my life.
Bekha is the sweetest, most beautiful, most lovely, most amazing girl in the world.
This relationship is the best thing to ever happen to me.
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| Life is Good. Scratch That. Life is Amazing. |
[25 Mar 2006|06:57pm] |
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Rumpelstiltskin Grinder - "Unleash The Troll" |
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I haven't updated this thing in a long time.
Well, I have a job now.
I work at Coffee Express in Brewer.
So if you're ever around there, stop in.
I've also started working out for this coming football season.
Either tonight or tommorrow, Glidden is buying tickets for the New England Metal and Hardcore Festival.
We are only going Saturday, but that is the day with the best bands.
Arch Enemy, Exodus, Cryptopsy, God Forbid, Immolation, and Suffocation. Too bad there is going to be a bunch of shitty tardcore bands there.
One band that I wanted to see was Necrophagist, but they are playing Friday. Oh Well.
Slayer is doing their Unholy Alliance tour again.
This time with Mastodon, Children of Bodom, and Lamb of God.
They are playing June 17th in Lowell, Mass., and I will be going, come hell or high water.
I love Bekha more than anything in the world.
She is the most amazing girl.
I'm seeing her tommorrow.
And I just made the best goddamn macaroni and cheese I've ever had in my life.
..::EDIT::..
Thine Eyes Bleed will also be on the Unholy Alliance Tour. Bonus.
And Slayer will be releasing their new CD this year, on my birthday, 6/6/06.
Also which is the 20th anniversary of the release of Reign In Blood.
..::EDIT NUMBER 2::..
My mom said I can go to the Unholy Alliance Tour.
Life is fucking great.
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[29 Jan 2006|12:32am] |
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This is true love.
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[27 Jan 2006|10:26pm] |
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Municipal Waste - "The Thing" |
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Had one mid-term today and got out at 9:30.
Hung out with Bekha, Sidney, and Amanda after school.
Then went and hung out at Anthony's.
I got "Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas" and "Hazardous Mutation" by Municipal Waste on vinyl.
And I Love Bekha Babb. A lot.
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| I Love Her. |
[01 Jan 2006|10:49pm] |
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S.O.D. - "Sargent 'D' & The S.O.D." |
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Today was amazing.
Swift spent the night last night.
Bekha came over around noon.
We're dating now.
I love her. A lot.
And Glidden bought me Speak English or Die by S.O.D. on vinyl.
I think 2006 is going to be an awesome year.
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[27 Dec 2005|11:52pm] |
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Napalm Death - "The Great & The Good" |
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I don't use this that much anymore, and no one reads it, or they don't comment, so I probably won't update that much.
My Christmas was good.
I spent Christmas Eve day with my dad and his family, and then that night I went to Old Town to have Christmas with my moms family.
I got Scott Ian's signature Black 13 pedal, a Mastodon hoodie, a Slayer beanie, and a bunch of other stuff.
My mom, Steve, and I had Christmas morning here.
I got a surround sound CD/DVD player for my room, a record player, a bunch of DVD's, and a whole lot of other stuff.
So I just hung out around the house and people stopped by all day.
Then Garrett came over and spent the night.
We played PS2, watched movies, and just hung out.
He left the next morning, and I honestly can't remember what I did yesterday.
I think I just hung out around the house.
I talked to Bekha, and we made plans to hang out.
Today I woke up and had to go shovel.
I came in, had breakfast, watched the news, and got ready to go over to Bekha's.
They picked me up around 1, and her mom had to run some errands, so Bekha and I just hung out in the car and listned to music.
Then finally we went back to her house.
We played some PS2, watched Fear Dot Com, which blows huge monkey balls, and just hung out.
It was really fun.
I really love Bekha.
I love spending time with her. She is an awesome girl.
Neither of us know where we exactly stand.
Her boyfriend moved, and she is single now.
She wants to stay friends and not rush into a relationship, which I totally understand and am completely 100% ok with.
I guess we'll just stay as "friends with benefits" for now, haha.
My Municipal Waste shirt came in today.
That made me super happy.
Glidden got a drum set for Christmas, so that is awesome.
One step closer to our grindcore band!
I'm going over to Anthony's tommorrow.
That should be sweet.
He got a shopping cart for Christmas, so we'll probably find a way to hurt ourselfs with that.
We're gunna go to the mall too.
I don't know who else is gunna come over.
I have no clue what I'm doing for New Years.
I'll probably just hang out at the house.
Yeah, that's it.
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| <3 |
[22 Dec 2005|06:43pm] |
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Municipal Waste - "Nailed Casket" |
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I LOVE BEKHA SOOOO MUCH!
SHE IS THE MOST AMAZING GIRL IN THE WORLD!
I WANT TO HAVE HER BABIES!
WE ARE GOING TO GET MARRIED IN A GOTHIC CATHEDRAL IN FRANCE.
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[20 Dec 2005|08:30pm] |
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Dream Theater - "Endless Sacrifice" |
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Well today turned out to be really good.
I woke up, went over to my dad's work with my mom and gave him his birthday presents.
Hung out there a little bit, and then her brought me home where I sat around and did nothing till about 1:30.
Bekha called and said there might be a chance we could hang out today.
So we played phone tag for a little bit and then she said I could come over.
My mom and I went to my orthodontist appointment, and then headed out to Bekha's.
We just hung out and watched Apocalypse Now and the new Amnityville Horror.
We also went outside and I watched her lose a fight to one of her goats, haha.
Right now, Bekha is in a relationship, but I don't think no one knows exactly where it stands.
Her boyfriend is moving away to South Carolina for a few years on Friday.
What her and I have is more than a friendship, but it isn't a relationship.
I love her. She is a really awesome girl. She is going through soo much right now emotionally, and I like to think that I am someone that helps her and is someone she can turn to and talk to, but I really question if that's what I'm doing, seeming how I stepped into this, and we kiss and hang out even though shes in a relationship.
I really don't know where we stand, or anyone stands for that matter, and it seems like just one big confusing mess.
I just want her to do what is right for her, and what makes her happy. If she were to say she never wanted to talk to or see me again, and if that made her happy, then without question, I would do that.
There is a lot more to this story than I'm telling you, and a lot more beyond that that I don't even know.
( Bekha & I )
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[17 Dec 2005|10:52pm] |
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Death - "Lack of Comprehension" |
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Yesterday we had a snow day because they were expecting a huge storm, but nothing ever really happened.
We got a little snow, and then it just rained and hailed all day.
I was kinda pissed off that we didn't have school. I don't know why because we weren't gunna go anything, but oh well.
So I went over to Garrett's around 8. We played guitar, watched some tv, and just hung out till about 2:30 when they brought me home.
While I was at Garrett's, Bekha called. That was the first time we had ever talked on the phone. It really made me happy to talk to her.
I hung out at the house for awhile, and then Steve brought me over to Nelson's. We played some guitar and hung out, and then Swift showed up.
I left their around 10, and came back to the house.
I called Bekha, and we made plans to hang out.
Today I woke up around 10, took a shower and got ready for the day.
Bekha got here around 12.
We watched Madagascar (not my choice, she forced me), Killadelphia, a little bit of Still Reigning, and most of Underworld.
Then we got ready and went over the mall area because my mom and Steve had to run some errands.
After that, we went to Old Town and had supper at Govenor's, and then headed to the Bapst vs. Brewer hockey game in Orono.
That was really fun. Bapst won 5 to 1.
So after the game, we brought Bekha home.
Today was really good.
I really don't know what there is between Bekha and I.
She is in a relationship and has a boyfriend, but that is going haywire.
She said I was someone that she could find comfort in, and that she didn't have that in her relationship anymore.
We laid on my bed and talked about a lot of shit.
We kissed too, more than once.
I don't know if today helped her in anyway; it probably only added to her complications.
All I want is for her to be happy, no matter who thats with.
What we did today was probably wrong, but it felt so right...
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[08 Dec 2005|02:45pm] |
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Pantera - "Cowboys From Hell" |
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Yesterday was really awesome.
School went by really fast, and Bekha and I finally talked.
I've had a crush on her since last year, but never could muster up the courage to talk to her.
We talked a few times at school, and then online for a little bit last night.
That totally made me day.
Today school seemed to drag on and on.
I didn't get much homework though, so that was good.
Bekha, Krystin, and I were supposed to hang out after school, but Krystin left early on open campus and went to someones house, so Bekha and I didn't have a ride.
That really sucked.
It seems to be a trend that happens to me a lot; Getting ditched and all. I don't know if it's lack of effort on my part, or things just don't tend to work out. Whatever, I'm pretty used to it.
Tommorrow at school we only have 20 minute periods because we have some gay christmas concert at school. Bekha said a bunch of people were skipping the concert and going over to Hunnefeld's and that I should come along. I wish I could do that, but I know I wouldn't, haha. I'm too good of a student, I guess.
I really want to do something this weekend.
I'll probably hang out with Anthony and some other people.
Might go to a Christmas party at Nolan's saturday night.
Yeah, that's about it.
Edit:
How could I forget?
R.I.P. Dimebag
A True Guitar Hero
And we are supposed to get snow tonight. Fuck yeah!
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[05 Dec 2005|07:36pm] |
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Every Time I Die - "I Been Gone A Long Time" |
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Today was pretty sweet.
School went by fast, and I didn't get much homework.
I had guitar tonight.
That was really good. I noticed that I have actually improved quite a bit since last lesson.
I really do enjoy guitar. I know I'm not very good, but it is something that I turely enjoy. That and music.
Tommorrow after school, I might be going to Swift's hockey game to watch them get slaughtered by Bangor varsity. That should be cool.
I talked to Lacey a few times yesterday. She seems to be doing fine, just kinda sad.
Ahhh, my room is getting clutttered, and it's bugging me.
And today was exceptionally good for a few other reasons.
We need snow!! A lot of it! I WANT TO FIRE UP MY SLED, DAMMIT!
I know this was totally incoherant and random, but deal with it.
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[04 Dec 2005|02:59pm] |
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Death - "Bite The Pain" |
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Lacey is an amazing and beautiful girl.
But, I think I was hastey in getting into another relationship so soon.
I did it as sort of a "rebound" move, and was hoping that feeling would pass by, but it didn't.
I mean, I love her, but I don't think I can to the fullest extent of the word.
I was afraid I was going to do something stupid and end up hurting her more than that break up phone call just did.
I really feel bad for doing it, but I was going with my gut instinct.
I feel like shit for doing it because I know I hurt her.
I still want to have her as a really close friend.
Fuck...
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[03 Dec 2005|11:59pm] |
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Slayer - "Abolish Government/Superficial Love" |
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I haven't updated this in a while.
My week was good. Went by really fast.
Today I woke up and went Christmas shopping with Steve. I got a few things.
Then I came home and hung out for awhile, and then Nolan came and picked me up.
We ran a few errands with his mom, and then went to Bull Moose. I was looking for Voivod's "Rrroooaaarrr" CD, but they didn't have it. Nolan bought "Human" by Death.
Then we went over to the Brewer McDonalds to harass Glidden while he was working.
Then we got dropped off at Anthony's where we watched Team Sanchez and some of our own movies, ate food, and found ways to inflict bodliy on each other. Glidden showed up around 7, and then we went to the mall around 8. We screwed around there for a little bit, and then ran around the mall area doing random shit. Overall, it was a kickass day.
I don't know what I'm doing tommorrow, probably going back over to Anthony's.
I have a little homework to do, and I have the urge to do it now, so I probably will. Urges to do homework at 12:15 on a Saturday night? I know, I'm strange.
I started to learn "Black Magic" by Slayer today. I'm actually going to try and learn all of it. I know, it isn't anything too complicated, but whatever.
Downloaded the new Vader EP "The Art of War" and the new In Flames cd "Come Clarity", both of which are really good.
Yeah, that's about it...
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[26 Nov 2005|09:17pm] |
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Today was amazing.
I finally got to meet Lacey.
She is amazing, she truely is.
We watched Family Guy, War of the Worlds, Kill Bill Volume Two, and just hung out.
She is definitly one of the most awesome people I know.
Today was just amazing. I don't think I could say it enough.
She has been through so much in her life, and she is still such a great person.
I started crying after I left.
I know its going to be a while before I see her again.
I can honestly say that I love her.
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| Turkey Day |
[24 Nov 2005|11:14am] |
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Anthrax - "Indians" (Haha, what a coincidence) |
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I hope everyone has a happy Thanksgiving.
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